I get overwhelmed with everyday world’s worries and troubles

With every upcoming challenge and daily mountain to climb, I panicked every time

But yet, I believed, I had faith though it was 

Faith with panic and fear

What kind of faith is that?

And fear of what?

That I won’t be able to face it all  

That I might break and give up 

That things might not turn out the way I want them to

Fear of failing

Or maybe I failed already and I can so feel it 

I’m so sure 

Oh! But God gave his word he told me already

“I will never ever abandon you nor leave you, I’m right here, right here with you , don’t panic, don’t be dismayed or afraid

Even though I have these words, I still panic

But at the end of it all, God still solves it all 

With every challenge, he puts a smile on my face

For a moment, I hid myself from the world’s trouble and worries just by doing nothing, disengaging from all things  

Enjoying the sweet pleasures of the world

Life can be this enjoyable you know?

Just in a flash, I had to go back to continue the fight, struggle…..the race

Enough hiding, another challenge comes up 

Fear resurfaces

But then, why should I fear?

When I now that eventually God will handle it just like he always does, just like he promised me

Now, I decide to change my routine

NO MORE FEARS

Gods’ got my back 

So now it’s TRUSTING and FACING every challenge

I’m back and stronger, totally trusting

Because, he has given me his word

WHAT ABOUT YOU, LET THAT FEAR GO 

DO IT RIGHT AGAIN WITH GOD

Joshua 1;7,  Deuteronomy 31:6

—OLADIPO OLUWADAMILOLA.